Too Many Bad Things in My Life
I’ve seen too many bad things in my life
and because of this, I am sad and tired.
Depressed people encircle me
and I have to be afraid
they commit suicides.
In any case, I have no strength
to console them.
I put my head in the sand
and try to forget
everything.
© Yelling Rosa
14/1 –20
PS This story is pure fiction.
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слишком много плохих вещей в моей жизни
Я видел слишком много плохих вещей в моей жизни
и из-за этого я грустный и усталый.
Я обрезан депрессивными людьми
и я вынужден бояться
что они совершают самоубийство.
В любом случае у меня нет сил
чтобы утешить их.
Я положил мою голову в песок
и пытаюсь забыть
все.
© Yelling Rosa
14/1 –20
PS Эта история – чистая выдумка.
Troppe cosas mal in mi vita
Io ha vidite troppe cosas mal in mi vita
et a causa de lo io es triste et fatigate.
Io es circumferite per homines
depresse et io debe timer
que illes suicida se.
In omne caso io ha non fortia
pro dar consolation a les.
Io pone mi capite in arena
et face un effortio
pro negliger
toto.
© Yelling Rosa
14/1 –20
PS Iste historia es pur fiction
Dark side of empathy is as much brutal as tendentious self harming. Some people like being permanent blood suckers. Trying to help others who are not aware or don’t want help causes a waste of lifetime energy.
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Thank you for your comment.
I agree with you.
Take care 🙂
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Thank you for liking my post and scratchboard drawing “Clouds in the Sea.”. Your poem is very powerful.
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Take a look out at the beautiful landscape and take courage.. Take Care..
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Thank you very much for your concern.
Take care as well 🙂
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I think Retka is right, although I don’t think that they suck on people on purpose. Some people don’t want to get out of their depression, because they feel safe in it, as bizarre as that may sound. (We had a case in the family.) But, we should not let them suck us dry …
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Thank you for your comment.
That’s what my poem is about.
The narrator of the poem is surrounded by demands
which are too heavy for him/her to carry.
It would be also unwise to redeem these expectations,
because he/she would run out the energy.
But because the narrator is also a human
it’s hard for him/her to stay cool.
Take care and stay juicy
and I will try it too 😉
YR
PS We have the word ”keskushenkilö”, which is the voice of the story/poem, but I don’t know the English equivalent. The other word for that when it comes to poetry is ”runominä”. ’Keskus’ = core and ’henkilö’ = character; ’runo’ = poem and ’minä’ = I.
That’s why I must use the word narrator.
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I mostly agree with you. Also, I think that depression is not something from which you could just wake up one morning and erase all the darkness.
Well, I have personal experience, that is why I’m saying so.
To understand fully someone you must be in ”same shoes”.
Of course, I wish all the best to your family member.
Finding personal purpose is not easy, but small steps toward sense in unsensible world could make good feelings.
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Thank you, and you are right, it is hard to understand the situation, if one has never been in it oneself. I could only see, with my mother, that she did not really wish to be comforted or built up, and I think for her being depressed was easier to cope with, at least she knew the situation. She did not dare to be happy, lest something bad would happen again, which it always does in this world.
I did not have the impression that her only aim was to get attention. It was real to her.
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Dear Stella,
Well, if you can, be there for your mom. Be a friend. Be gentle. Have understanding. Somehow, yes, depression pulls you into nothingness. Enough time in that state can be more bearable that any uncertainty of leaving that state, to say any change brings. Although it sounds unlogical. SSRI inhibitors helps only in that range that you feel you’re a little more capable for everyday life. Some kind of psychological counselling for some people works and for some not. The trigger for depression is mostly somewhere in childhood trauma, whic are abusment, abandonment, neglection, denial of child needs. Often it’s burried deep in unconcious, because it is so much painful.
I wish you and your mom all the best and I hope there is something that could make her feeling worth, such as something she really likes to do and what make her soul feeling at home.
Cordially,
Aleksandra
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She died some years ago, but there was one thing she liked and enjoyed, and that was singing … it did her good. Thank you for your kind words. 🙂
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I’m so sorry, I didn’t know your mom passed away. 😦 I think I exaggerated in sharing my thoughts. I didn’t mean to be rude.
If I may say, I believe your mom’s voice was awesome.
My mom had warm, cheerful and tender voice. I really miss her.
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Don’t be sorry, you couldn’t possibly know!
My mom had a great soprano voice. 🙂
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A good poem. Good evening
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Thank you very much.
A good morning to you from me 🙂
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smile
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A lovely poem. 👍
Hopely not auto-bio!
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Thank you. I am happy to hear that you like the poem.
Not auto-bio.
Take care 🙂
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I like the poem. It’s hard to help others when you are an empathetic person, but it’s depressing NOT to help people. I guess the trick is learning which people to help and also spending recuperative time alone.
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Thank you for your comment and such good advice.
I am happy that you like the poem.
Take care 🙂
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That´s the attitude I like. Nicely written and how many languages you speak and be able to write? You might add Chineese.
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Thank you for your comment.
These and Finnish and Swedish.
Take care 🙂
YR
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Thank you for sharing. You are a poet.
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Thank you for your couraging words.
Take care 🙂
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Negative energy attracts more negative energy for sure. I stay away from those kind of people.
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Thank you for your comment. That’s true, but it’s sometimes confusing because the older people have taught us to love our neighbor.
Take care
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As we love our neighbor, some will love us. Otherwise, we shall all be so alone.
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Thank you for your wise words.
Have a lovely week ahead 🙂
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Mi piace questa immagine e sono felice che tu abbia descritto pura fantasia mi ero un poco preoccupata per te!
Shera
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Grazie mille per il tuo commento
Sono felice che questa non sia la mia storia 🙂
Stai attento
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Take care you too😁
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Thanks 🐱 🐻 🐱
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Such a moving poetry, it truly touched me, it is so true.
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Thank you for your comment.
I am happy that you noticed my poem 🙂
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I always read your lovely poems. If I’m on my cell phone I am unable to comment. I love your writing!
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Thank you very much. I appreciate it, and I always read your blog with great pleasure 🙂
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That makes me very happy 😊
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Me too 🙂
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We don’t lead Facebook lives, always pretty. Happy and sad are part of the same package. And, we can deal with something only when we understand or acknowledge it.
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Thank you for your comment.
You’re talking wisely.
Take care 🙂
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Thank you very much 🙂
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Glad to read this was just fiction 🙂 however, the sentiments are very true, people’s expectations can be a heavy burden and if you are overwhelmed yourself it is hard to be a perfect confident for someone else.
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Thank you for your comment.
I agree with you. I have seen these things happen around me
and I picked up the image which in some sense, anyway,
describes the overwhelmed person’s feelings.
I wish you all the best in 2020 🙂
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You chose the perfect image 😊
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Thank you very much.
I am happy to hear that.
Take care 👍
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Bonjour mon Ami AMIE
Tu vois
La rose symbolise l’amour , surtout la rose Rouge
La rose
Qui vient de notre cœur a besoin de la chaleur du soleil
Comme nous avons besoin de la chaleur humaine
L’eau aide la rose à s’épanouir
Comme nous avons besoin de l’eau pour s’hydrater et grandir
Nous avons tous besoin de notre famille
Comme la rose a besoin de son feuillage
La rose est belle et douce
Comme la feuille qui vient de tomber d’un arbre
Le tout symbolise que la vie est fragile
Comme une rose que l’on vient de cueillir
Je te souhaite une belle journée ou soirée
Gros bisous amitié
Bernard
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Thank you very much 🐻 🐱 🐻
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Beautiful but I think the word you might have been looking for is circumscribe https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/circumscribe. Circumcise is a far more physically painful experience. https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/circumcise
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Thank you for your smart observation.
The word in my mind was ”circumscribed”, but somehow I managed to make so big error that the word turned into ”circumcised”. I realized the misspelling later on, but I decided that I let it be the way it was. On the other hand, I thought will the reader see it in a way I do. Well, you can tell me.
I left it there because the circumcision is something which happens in side the family and people who see the operation through have huge power over the one who will be circumcised. This position makes the life of our humble human being even more miserable. After all, the poem tells about the living person whose kindness is misused.
If the idea is too subjective, I might use the word encircle or circulate. Which one do you recommend?
Take care 👍
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Of those two I would suggest ’encircle’ or perhaps ’surround’.
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Thank you for your help.
I think I will choose ’encircle.’
Have a rewarding weekend 🙂
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Bonjour mes Amis et Mes Amies du Net
Comment vas- tu
Dehors ce n est pas le beau temps
La tempête est là ,cela me dis rien de sortir
Alors ce jour je vais abordé ton blog
Avec un sourire, un petit mot
Pour venir te saluer
Je te souhaite une agréable journée ou peut être une bonne soirée si tu es loin
Je te remercie aussi des passages et tes mots que tu laisses sur mon blog
Prends bien soin de toi et de ceux qui sont autour de toi
Bisous Bernard
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Thank you for commenting 🙂
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In my humble opinion, humans make too much of good and bad, happy and sad. I think they get a fair measure of both, but some people would have us believe that they are getting a disproportionate share of one. Like the Harry Potter writer J K Rowling said at one of the ’commencement’ speeches at a big US school, I think Harvard, ’The opposite of success isn’t failure. The opposite of success is not trying.’ But, there are many things I don’t know.
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Thank you for your observation 🙂
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Your poetry is beautiful, and really fantastic drawing. Blessings to you! (ps – I noticed from your bio that you’re retired…what did you do for a living before that?)
~Debbie
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Thank you very much.
I was a commercial designer.
YR
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A beautiful poem but so sad. I’m glad it is a fiction. Thank you for sharing.
Have a nice week.
chatou
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Thank you for having it.
I wish you the same.
YR
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This is so beautiful. Thank you, Chatou for a well written piece.
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Thank you very much!
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Love what you said there but also how the length of each sentence made a drawing that drew smaller, for some reason I really liked it. Nice!
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Thank you. I am happy to hear that you like the poem and typographic 🙂
Have a rewarding first of May
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Some dark thoughts. Hang in there. Well written by the way
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Thank you very much for your comment.
Luckily the poem is not based on my life.
Take care 😉
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glad to hear. keep blogging. good day
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Thank you and likewise!
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🙂
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Reblogged this on By the Mighty Mumford.
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Thank you very much 🙂
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”ORT-ORT-ORT-ORT-ORT-!”
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